I know how you feel sis, no matter what the outcome positive energy goes a really long way, as soon as I was diagnosed I fell into a deep well of self pity, It dosen't do any good the disease seem's to feed on it, Allow us to try and help the med.s. are costly, and the traitional are like Thousand's a treatment. I even refused the Biopsy, not letting them put scar tissue where they say we are already developing it. (that's what sirrosis of the liver is hardening of the liver)